I want a map, a plan,
a perfect guarantee,
that where I’m going,
I’ll be safe and free.
But the only way to go
into the unknown and be safe,
is to go there wholeheartedly
with my full presence and being.

Then I dissolve fully into sweet Spirit,
to experience the flutters in my stomach
turning into gentle waves of peace.
My tight jaw becomes an open mouth
swallowing the whole river of love.
Eyes that looked suspiciously,
now sparkle deliciously.
Even the air around and in me
is clear, light and free.
And where is my mind?
It’s gone out to sea.